Michelle Ziudith

Michelle Ziudith W

20 Januari 1995

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Michelle anak pertama dari 2 saudara.

Adeknya cowo dan gak kalah kerennya sama Michelle

WAKTU kecil, Michelle Ziudith (17) punya cita-cita yang sedikit berbeda dari teman sebayanya.

Michelle (baca: Misel-red) ingin sekali menjadi balerina dan pelukis. Namun, jalan hidupnya berkata lain. Ketika dewasa, dia justru menjejakkan kaki di dunia hiburan Tanah Air sebagai model, kemudian satu tahun terakhir serius menekuni dunia seni peran.

Wajah manis Michelle rajin seliweran di layar kaca lewat lakon Yasmine Diandra di sinetron Love In Paris.

I Wish I Wasn't Alone

Once when I was little
I was happy and carefree
I used to run around laughing
Until it was time for tea

I used to play games
And smile all the time
I used to feel on top of the world
I used to feel fine

It's amazing how things change
When people let you down
And how that once happy face
Turns into a solemn frown

You search and search
For someone who cares
Anyone who understands
Anyone who dares

Loneliness, it hurts
It kills you deep inside
It makes you feel empty
It stops you in your stride

You cry yourself to sleep
Hugging your pillow tight
Wishing for someone
To hold you through the night

Once when I was little
I was happy and carefree
Now my life's full of sadness,
Pain and misery

Once when I was little
I was never on my own
But now I pray at night
''I wish I wasn't alone''

My World

Love. Is that what I crave?
If it is, then why can't I find it?
Hate. Does that mean anger?
If it does, then why do I feel hollow?
Pain. Does that mean suffering?
If it does, then why does it feel comforting?
Memories. Are they not images of the past?
If they are, why is there only shadows?
Smiles. Does that mean happiness?
If it does, then why does it hurt?
Life. What does it mean?
Should it mean any of these things?
If it doesn't, then why are they there?

In My Heart

You know I Love You, you know I do.
I just wish you could talk to me like I talk to you.
I know how hard you try to speak,
but those brain cells you lost made your body so weak.
I know you hear me and I hear you too,
Above the stars and even the Moon.
I hear you in my heart and even in my soul
and I'll always make sure you have your radio.
You loved to sing, you loved to dance 
and hopefully you'll have that 2nd Chance.
I know your strong but still too weak, 
My Dear Mother Please Don't Weep.
I hear you when I'm down more than any time, 
your saying "Linda, pick yourself up and hold your head up tall."
I try so hard to live my life,
but without you in my life it's hard I'd have to say. 
Mom I remember so much of you that it hurts to even say, 
but at least I have those few memories that I know will always stay.

Falling From Darkness

Falling from darkness 
To a place I don't know
Everything's moving with no place to go
I feel so alone and scared
As I fall, I wonder, "Is anyone there?"

As the days and nights pass right by
I count the nights I just lay and cry
Falling from faith, falling from love
Please, is there anyone up above?

Never did I want to feel like this,
When the answer lies with the slit of the wrist
My mind is racing to find another solution
Before it's too late and I'm just an illusion.

No one knows how I really feel
I just want him to hold me and help me heal
As I fall, I feel the rain
I begin to think that may be he isn't the key to ease my pain.

 

Waiting For Your Return

never did you tell me
you were leaving me.

left me in one month,
waited for months.

alone sitting in this room,
so dark.
so alone.

crying my heart out
while waiting.
waiting for your return.

hoping you could feel,
the tears that come down.
hoping you could see,
my shattered heart.

sewing every piece back
never leaving me
without telling me
once more.

hoping for your quick return,
bringing us back together
once more.

Forever Changed

I heard the footsteps coming and I knew this would be another long night
And something inside me screamed this time it really isn’t right
The words he was saying were ruthless and cruel
And each time he hit me I sat there and obeyed each and every rule
I sat there blank faced and scared knowing that I couldn’t cry
For I knew what would happen if he saw the tears in my eyes

Each and every swing felt worse and worse
And then all I wanted was to be dead in a hearse
He got real close and whispered “Bitch I wish you weren’t alive”
And all I was thinking was you’re right, I wish I wouldn’t survive
He threw against the wall then proceeded to pin me to the ground 
He hit me again, covered my mouth, not letting me make a sound

I started to struggle and tried to release myself of his forceful grip
Then the next thing I heard was a loud, horrifying rip
His hands were cold and I cringed at first touch
I don’t understand how a father could hate his daughter so much
I froze and I couldn’t believe that this was really going on
I just kept looking at the clock wanting him to be gone

I tried so badly not to think of the sharp pain
And this wasn’t part of his usual game
I closed my eyes wishing the time would just pass by
And that next time I opened them I would be up in the sky
He pushed harder and harder and excruciating pain was all I felt
The next thing I heard was the unbuckling of his belt

Something happened inside of me that I can not explain
I got this surge of energy and said “f you and your reign”
Somehow, someway I got out just in time
But what he had already done will never get out of my mind
From then on my life has been forever changed
It was like all I knew had been rearranged
I hate him with everything I have in me and so much more
And one day I want to end this war

Someday

Someday I'll see the end
I won't have to defend
Anything there is to say.
Someday I'll be all right
Able to give up this fight
But Someday is not today.

Someday I'll hold my head high
Never will I have to cry
Depression will start to fade.
Someday I will learn to breathe
All stress and havoc will leave
But Someday is not today.

Someday I'll get well soon
There will be no more gloom
The sky will never be gray.
Someday I'll be content
There will be fulfillment
But Someday is not today.

But I will not give in
Will not end, but begin
And learn to be okay
I'll know how to cope
And cling to the hope
That Someday will be today

Taylor Swift

Where Dreams Are Left Behind

It's arms cradle you to sleep
Aware you're slipping deep
Free of pain and disbelief
Where dreams are left behind

Real life seems to go away
Along with the need to stay
And you're sure you'll be okay
Where dreams are left behind

But it starts to form it's chains
When you find someone to blame
For the things you hide with shame
Where dreams are left behind

You realize the world is wrong
All this time you've played along
Your head rings just like a gong
Where dreams are left behind

Your crazed mind plays all it's tricks
There's no one to try to fix
What's been broken tends to stick
Where dreams are left behing

Heroin and Meth crystal
Are the reasons for your fall
You try to save, but lose all
Where dreams are left behind.

TaylorSwift